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Guoxiaosi88888888 29, Female, China - 494 entries

Apr 2011
8:56 PM EST

Dream Log 5

April 21, 2011 4:22am

Had a dream that I had a class with Phong. The teacher was first mrs. Tortorella and then ms. Kowite. (we were watching part 1 of a movie with mrs. Tortorella and then the other half while doing book work with ms. Kowite). When the lights came onPhong accidentally wrote down the homework in the book with pen :3 hehehe. �I think his voice is starting to sound different in my mind :( I don't remember his voice being so much like mine, in fact his voice was probably deeper :/. Well after that I don't remember anything else other than I was in afterschool and my phone went off :3. And it was dark for some reason and they wouldn't turn onthe lights so people could see where they were going ><

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Apr 2011
10:27 AM

ici

twentyoneNPM twentyoneNPM Lent ASH Wednesday The poor old Man is sitting in the bus stop pew the bus comes zipping off the old Man flys to catch the blanket on his legs he lives to catch them sun rays but too poor to catch the bus the Bus Company sends the policeman not the City cops the Bus Stop Cops not only armed with reason but with radios is all they need to call the Rookies from the City this old Man kept hurting no one he don't look too good to eye they see yet they is blind the old Man is the Jesus they will never have. Six men standing in the pew the smell of whiskey is so strong yet the policeman just ignored them concentrated on the poor Man move along move along you look so hopeless with your blanket on. How do eye convey this helplessness to you my gentile readers *sobbinh* crinh*wiping wet blood from my forehead. Wondering who is on the throne of Justice why the drunks rule this City Properly while the poor only get to suffer in the sun. (oph) ohooooooo. my. god. omg this City really needs to turn around.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Apr 2011
10:12 AM

ici

20 20 MOneylenders ONe The Viewpoint of Jesus Eye looked around me irate upset even getting angry to what eye see these PEOPLE selling things using my Fathers Temple to fill there pockets up with usury none of it is going into the Treasury. Eye fought within myself then Temporary Insanity wins eye got these cords from off one of the posts near the door knotted them up quickly eye did this into my Whip eye hit the tables nearest to me to the door eye dumped the pieces of the longest one with my Whip eye whipped the table top off the things on it not even sure just what these people were selling just getting OFF whipping it off. Eye got to make them STOP. Why don't they knoe its the Pentecost of Moses. Some were selling bread baked inside the oven leavened. Eye smashed into those crates full of doves setting them free. Then eye went wild turning over the tables of the sellers who were left they fled they went outside where they who do such things belong. It does no good to list the things they sell from drugs to food then clothes even some veils it went to the floor of MY temple today is the Pentecost of Moses. The Sacrifices being sold got driven in my rage they went out to the desert no one knoes who's cattle they be now the GOD of Heavens. They could not touch me eye filled this prophecy my house shall be the house of prayer. Two Jenson the MOneylender This tall bearded person smashed open my Cases of Doves I did expect to get much money the Temple full of poor people doing sacrifice to Gods. The money in the bucket spilled out upon the Temple floor even before this Jesus is finished with his one Man personage destroying every ones work here today inside this temple the Jewish Priests begin picking up the coins. Very Oddly stuffing them inside long pockets keeping most of it making the pretense of gathering it up for the Church coffers. Three The Stranger passing bye i will not be Jewish i desert nomad Himmel from Turkey this Cow almost stepped on me where no Cow is expected to be the commotion is from the Temple. i bowed to Allah then froze when these Doves came quickly almost dive bombing me they flew too quickly then gone. it is this Jesus he is doing this this very wonderful prophet who i come to see is going off whipping the tables in the temple setting the things off onto the floor setting his temple free. it is this Jesus he he he is the person doing this. ed.note.ed Jesus tells us the testimony of two men if they agree becomes proff. This thing is poem fiction yet based on true story. Goodnight. Poor Minions my lucky readers. This is light.

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Guoxiaosi88888888 29, Female, China - 494 entries

Apr 2011
8:56 PM EST

Dream Log 4

April 18, 2011 7:29am

Had a dream that Isaac and I had to get after school detention because we kept going to a seminar thingy instead of history class. �Also I dreamt (in that same dream) that Isaac was over at my house and that he was in bed (in the secret passage at my house, which I don't have.). Other than that, that was basically my dream.

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Apr 2011
10:14 AM

ici

The Mission Well the food was on the wall posted to the tables the preacher said stay out of the church floor area iff you are able to survive the night outside we have too many people underneathe this only steeple eye almost cried when the drunk man got up on the pew nearest to the bandstand pedestal he started a slow strip tease as only an aging drunk man can do it like a pro the preacher was so angry eye elected to sleep out in the snow was almost freezing but the area was quite quiet and then suddenly it happened we got stoned they tossed them heavy rocks from cars was passing bye eye had to leave the yard and go inside the people rude there was no room eye seldom angry now eye pushed eye shoved illegal people made some room for eye did not want to die

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alabrat 57, Female, Tennessee, USA - 6 entries

Apr 2011
10:50 AM

long time no see, journal

Sooooo, a lot has changed since I last updated here.� The last relationship I was in did indeed, come to an end.� We are friends, it was sad, I still care deeply for him, but he just didn't have time in his life for me with the new job and existing priorities.� Such is life....
I have met someone new, well, I didn't actually meet him. We've known each other since our childhood.� Had a little crush back when I was 15 or 16.� Things took off rather quick and heated and now I seem to be getting mixed signals... just not sure how to take him.� He was working out of town when we reconnected, told me to call him anytime and we sometimes talked for hours, he would text me as soon as I was up in the mornings and we would chat on facebook throughout the day.� One day he called me 5 times!� We set up a date for when he got home and we were both pleasantly surprised.� However, it quickly turned into a sex thing, and I was dumb enough to let it go there.� Since then, we go through bouts of lots of contact, to very little.� I've asked him point blank if he would like for me to just leave him alone.. his response was not a "beat around the bush kind of answer but just a flat "NO"� He immediately called me and asked why I would think that.� I responded with I didn't know, I don't want him to think I'm a psycho that expects him to contact me constantly or even every day.� He has told me that he is no good at relationships and he always screws them up. I just don't know if I should remain engaged or just back off....� Just when I think, ok, I'm not going to contact him anymore until I hear from him he'll call or something.� So I'm not sure why I feel this way.� Its just weird.�

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Apr 2011
10:28 AM

ici

18npmpoemMonday 18npmpoemMonday some people who drink they smoke then them prolley eat solid food they beg for money in the city properly they prolley steal some things they get the free bes most of them denied to me they stold something from me my citizen rights like Cain like Kane befuddled eye scream Rosebud gone eye also be Winston Smythe looking for one kiss 1984 then 666 is come to ruin me in flight to plunge me into fright no love for homeless people left inside of no one home bereft they sail on confused wings the speeches they give inside the auditoriums about human rights for the citizen too bad they work them for drunks for illegal users but not for one old homeless eye bow my hoary Head then cry AnimalFarm is here now eye must non speak eye non person now eye intend to be here this summer just to teach them this lesson some of us will live in spite of rules intended to prevent it some people do not wish to drink or smoke but live to Carry on my cross for HIM to see my Jesus eye wish to ask him why eye become this new non person

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AleaTravis 64, Female, Colorado, USA - 3 entries

Apr 2011
10:12 AM

e-mail phone contacts Colorado Blue Spruce-Newtons Measure them Brian's Rx Grocery Store Bank Cleaners Liquor Store

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Apr 2011
10:22 AM

ici

17NPMMonaLisa 17NPMMonaLisa She is smiling her secret lover is in town he is her long lost lover from the south she does not dare let her husband knoe he is around. So she does not let the smile touch up her lips. She did not bat her eyes. She simply froze her expression like people do when the Painter hollers please don't move my dear Lady this is how eye wish to paint you now. Then for several hours she keeps this smile. Inside her self where no one sees is he. The reason for the smile is somewhere close inside the city miles. She thinks perhaps he smiles. So the smile gets seen the painter paints it in. Then she gives in to pressure the smile is doing things again. It seems to go but no it hides. The corner of the mouth misses the paint brush strokes. The painter frowns down to the canvas he searches MOna Lisa's face for the smile he thought he painted it but non its Trace is gone now but oh no not ever forgotten so now he turns up the corner of the lip just barely with his smallest brush to get the smile to get the smile to get her smile to see it there once more again but then he lost it there for everyone to see the smile of Mona Lisa one moment there one moment there again then gone. For viewers of Eternity. Davinci won.

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Guoxiaosi88888888 29, Female, China - 494 entries

Apr 2011
9:40 PM PST

Wheres the remote that can be used to fix points in your life?

Sometimes I wonder why there can't be redo buttons and pause buttons, maybe even a rewind button. Sometimes when we mess up a moment of our life that we didn't want or didn't expect to happen, we want to have a do over. Even though there are ways to fix things without using the click of a redo button, there are some things that just can't be fixed without a painful memory sticking to you. There will also be times where you need a pause button to give yourself to think for a long time, nit just a quick second. That's not enough time to think a thought throw. And lastly, the rewind button. This is not like the redo button, it only let's you look back at what you've done in your life. Sometimes you need a visual of what happened back then not just what you imagined in your head. At least I think so...

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